Intro
I am Jo, 40 and single. I was born in Portland, OR. My family and I moved to Nampa, ID when I was 10. I grew up in in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. I always wanted the whole, get married in the Temple, have a big family and be a stay-at-home mom. But one sure thing that I've learned is that life never goes the way we want it too. I have had a challenging life with great and dark moments and everything in between. I really struggled with wanting that idea of a life and never getting close to having it. I often wondered what was wrong with me and why guys never asked me out. I was in my early 20's before I had my first boyfriend and that didn't even last a year. I remembered waking up one morning and thinking, what was I doing with him? I broke up with him and broke his heart. I don't know if I ever loved him or just the idea of being with someone so that I could have that idea of a life I so longed for. After about a month or so, I started thinking tha...